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We recorded this and a couple others at Nathaniel Rateliff’s home studio in Denver back in March. Patrick Meese from the Nightsweats produced it along with Mark Anderson and the song turned into a much more lush, full product than I’d imagined it would. I love it. We were lucky to have Mark Shusterman (also from the Nightsweats) come and play organ on it as well.

It was Dani’s first time in a real studio and she was a little nervous, hell I was nervous too but everyone there was very kind. They’ve all known Alex for a long time. Patrick and Mark know their shit and the ideas they had for the tunes were thoughtful and well articulated.

I’d written the song a few years before when I was living off Vine in Reno, MELK used to do it as a “Maggot Brain” type instrumental thing. Watching it go from a stream-of-consciousness scrap of lyrics about boozing too much to this fully fledged tune that I recorded 3 months sober was a little overwhelming to think about at the time.

Songs that you record on your phone in your living room have a weightlessness to them; I was worried that being in a real studio with real players would expose the tune for being the kinda hackneyed “whoa is me I drank too much again” jag that this song might just be. Now that we’re 3-4 months removed from it all, I’m glad I didn’t fuck with lyrics to make them feel more substantial or… smarter. This all works. Shit, it’s basically just one chord anyway.

This tune is a product of the cool folks that made the Denver experience so pleasant; so calm. Thanks to Dani, Alex, Patrick, Mark Anderson, Mark Shusterman, Andy, Kate, and Nathaniel for everything.

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Mind blurry from the last night
On a Saturday morning
in a town like this where good times come easy
ain’t a spot I can’t afford

And it’s hard to say sorry
for the same old shit
nights like these come fast and end slow
I can’t make myself quit

I’m weary of the things that I’m sayin
It’s been so long I’ve been acting this way

But I’m a product of my own
decisions
And it’s easier to take the blame than change
how I’m living

We should stop talking
I know how this goes
I’ve been on the road
I been playing shows

I don’t know why I can’t stop
I know how this goes
I’ll be sober for a month but
I know how this goes

I’m weary of the things that I’m saying
it’s been so long I’ve been acting this way

But I’m a product of my own
decisions

credits

from Quarters: Those Windy Mesa Songs, track released July 22, 2022
Guitar/Vocals - Spencer Kilpatrick
Bass - Dani Taylor
Drums - Alex Hebert
Organ - Mark Shusterman
Rhodes - Patrick Meese

Produced - Patrick Meese & Mark Anderson
Written by Spencer Kilpatrick

Cover art - Lydia Silver

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Spencer Kilpatrick Big Water, Utah

The Utah-based singer-songwriter has an amazing, even intoxicating handle on pitch-perfect period strut, and a smoky, emotion-damaged croon that accents and accentuates it perfectly. While his voice sounds like a cross-hatching of a bluesy John Mayer and Bill Withers, his solo work, which has dribbled out online in fervent spasms, has called to mind contemporaries like Amos Lee.” - Justin Vellucci ... more

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